I am truely touched by everyones respones. I feel bad that some of you cry with me but know that it helps to know that others truely care, especially people I've never actually ment. I'm still devastated and sad but I feel that with the help of everyone, I will somehow get through this. My mom is ill and is 2.5 hours away and she is really the only family I have. Wills family lives 4 hours away and don't really know how to comfort me although I do think they have helped Will. My best friend who I usually count on for things like this is dealing with her own tragady right now. I'm truley overcome by all the love and support I'm getting here.
Thanks you so much for the phone calls I have recieved. It amazes me that even other people who are dealing with there own life problems and saddness can take the time to comfort another in need. People who understand the pain can reasurre me that I will make it through and find the streagnth. Then the friend who can call and use her wit and off beat personality to cheer me up and make me feel a little less of a freak in this crzy world. You have all touched me and brought a little light into my sadden heart and I truley feel special to have you all. When I feel alone and hopeless you have all given me something to hang on to. A rope to pull me back up when I feel I can't get up on my own. Thank you just doesn't seem to be enough but its all I've got right now.
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....