It's not your fault.. don't worry about venting here.. and btw- it may nto be you... the reason I have stopped trying is we had genetic testing done (something I'm surprised they didn't send you for) and what we found out was that we both have genetic issues (not surprising) but that combined a fetus has a 10% chance of survival because God doesn't let truly sick children be more most of the time. Learning that caused me to decide to stop trying and is why we have Cassi... and the Gliders...
A friend of mine who no longer lives locally had 12 pregnancies and 2 live children, I honestly think had it not been for Jason being born with her 3rd pregnancy and Eric with her 8th she would have never kept trying... but it came very close to destroying her before she stopped trying, she wanted 3 children so badly..
*HUG* let me know if you need anything.. I'll be headed in your general direction on Monday, but can't get there sooner...
Amie
-------------------- Dietetics Student (anticipating RD exam in Aug 2010)
IBS - A
Dairy Allergic
Fructose and MSG intollerant