Michele, sweetheart, I know this is so hard. I knew yesterday was going to be really difficult for you--- and just trying to resume a normal schedule when you certainly don't feel "normal." It must be so hard for you to believe that they are gone, especially since you saw them on the ultrasound. I don't know why these bad things keep happening to you. I wish the doctors could give you a reason why.
My heart goes out to you. Although you feel so alone, you are NOT. We are all here for you, and we're grieving with you. I wish I could come over and just sit with you and let you cry on my shoulder. Do you have a family member that could be with you right now?
I am walking out the door to go to the eye doctor (or all things!)---for my annual exam. Otherwise, I would call you right now. How about I call you when I get home? I have to stop at the grocery store on the way home. They're predicting a bad winter storm here (maybe ice), and I don't even have a loaf of bread.
When I get home, I will call you. I know you just need someone to listen. Hang in there~ I am looking forward to talking with you. I love you!
Praying that God will give you and Will the strength to get through this.