I'm at a loss of words .......My heart aches soo badly for you right now........(grabbing my box of tissues!! )
I am like Ashely. I couldn't even read this post without thinking my eyes were fooling me.
Sending you and Will BIG HUGS as well as my thoughts and prayers. I will pray to God that He will give you and Will the Strength to endure. First your best friend, and now you. I wish there was something I could do to help ease the pain.