Hey not MAJORLY cheating is GOOD!!!! And what colour is the cami? I often buy nice cami's and bras and then get regular cotton panties in the same colour so they kinda go. And a cami for $3 is a great bargain!
I would really suggest that you try and get some counselling right now. I've been doing it recently and it's been so cool...I can't believe I never did it before - would have saved me alot of grief! I don't what it's like with you, but over here it's not THAT expensive (50 pounds per session). A course of anti-depressants might help too - they can really help you cope better with this &^%$! And yes, sometimes being a girl totally sucks!
I'd also suggest you make an appointment with your OBGYN sometime soon to JUST discuss getting pg and how this might affect things. Things are never as bleak as it seems and right now I'd say the only thing you really need to get under control prefereably before becoming pg is the (not unsurprising) depression.
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And what colour is the cami? I often buy nice cami's and bras and then get regular cotton panties in the same colour so they kinda go. 
And a cami for $3 is a great bargain! 
