girl i was totally in that stress boat with yah not even a week ago!! am working 2 jobs both at opposite ends of the city, trying to save money for future *expensive* appartment and europe vacation next summer, also for my bday vacay next june AND xmas this year! having lots of health issues ie: bad IBS/C, red poops, bloating like CRAZY and irritability, bad asthma and the flu. taking care of BFs parents house which is too big for the 2 of us and also trying to have a life as well as manage school-oiy! it sounds like youve got alot on your plate right now too. sending you a *BIG HUG* to help you get thru it!! try taking one day at a time? and make time for posting! i always feel better when i post b/c i dont feel so disconnected from my life-good luck sweetie!