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Ohhh Shell *hugs* *hugs *hugs*

First of all, I would check out flylady.net She is REALLY helping me through my bipolar downs right now

Second, I am e-mailing you my phone number and you can call me whenever you get scared (I have been violated so I can offer some support in that area). Hubby is leaving on b-day this year VOLUNTARILY to go on a road trip (he didn't come to NY with me when I changed my name, long story--and now he's leaving on my b-day...)....so we can cry together, ok?

So I am TOTALY here for you *hugs* and we ALLLLLLL love you!

As far as Grandma...do you have siblings that can help out (I'm guessing no...but I thought I'd ask anyway). Does she have friends...anyone?

You POOR thing! ! !

Def. check out flylady (FLY stands for Finally Loving Yourself). and for now...I am making you a BIG pot of fennel tea, lighting you candles, just put your feet up on this chair...that's it! and we are going on a mini vaca, you and me, to a SPA! ! ! !

Love you tons,

Ruch

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Thanks Ruch.... I don't really have PTSD too bad.... just kinda on my mind more in the month of November. Most of the other months I get pissed most of the time and telling them to go kindly F themselves (there was 2 brothers)....not outloud or directly too them...but it helps!

As for Grandma... my Sister does not get along with her so no. And her kids WILL help.... (my aunt with me this weekend) but it is all just bad timing...... I would love to just spend a weekend at home and CHILL and not have a full plate....

Thanks for your email.....

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