Sorry I have not been around much...I have a lot of posts to catch up on too.
I'm alive.... very stressed....bad IBS (really bad bloating, I'm drinking fennel tea like it is going out of style)....feeling FAT and disgusted with myself.... *see below
I took Mom Monday to get her staples out of her leg, she is doing really good. When I got to work after that the computer guy had not been there yet (I called him Friday) because I had a virus. Anyway....I was not able to do any of my normal work so I've been really busy today too.
Shane is leaving Wed morning for LA for business again...and will not be back until Sat.
I've been asked to help pack my Grandma (I'm going to do that on Friday because it is my only free time between now and after Thanksgiving) her new apartment upstairs is going to be ready the weekend after Thanksgiving (um...HELLO...I'll be shopping).... My Aunt will help me for a few hours.....not sure of the rest of the family, I know my Mom & Dad can't help and my Sister is way busy too with work.
Shane parents are in town next weekend.....still not sure which days....would LOVE to know.
THEN I also find out that Grandma (the same one that is moving) is going to be having a full knee replacement surgery in DECEMBER...what the HELL is she thinking?!?!?!? So again I'm gonna have to deal with all that crap too!! I'M NOT HAPPY!!
I have not even started Christmas shopping.... and I MUST get back to the gym 6 days a week instead of this twice a week crap.... I NEED THE GYM!!
Shane's Bday is the 21st and I don't know what to get him either....nor the money to anyway....but still...he is my husband! LOL
I went to the gym to do kickboxing last night....my legs are killing me!! I've only been able to make the gym on Thurs & Sat for the last two weeks due to Mommy Duty. I have a Heather "Class" tonight that I have missed the last two weeks.... but I don't know if I want to go or if I want to go straight home since Shane flys out at 5:45am in the morning?
And to top it ALL OFF... I will be home alone on the nights of the 10th (PM) & 11th (early AM) which if you guys are not aware of is the anniversary dates of when I got robbed and stabbed years ago.... I have not mentioned it to anyone else (I know if on the minds of my Parents but they don't bring it up unless I do first) and don't want Shane to feel even worse about leaving. So, I just have to buck up and be a big girl!!
And....I'm PMS'ing too!!
OK..... I'm done venting! Thanks for reading.......
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I'm Alive.... Very Stressed....Bad IBS...Need To Vent
I have not mentioned it to anyone else (I know if on the minds of my Parents but they don't bring it up unless I do first) and don't want Shane to feel even worse about leaving. So, I just have to buck up and be a big girl!! 
