Thanks Bevvy. It is easy to lose whats important and what I have right now. I know that I am more than a uterus, lol!! I have just never felt such longing before. I want a child so bad it hurts and I know thats probably not a good thing.
Because of my hormonal problems, if I get pregnant without drugs, its pretty much a safe bet that I would miscarry. I've heard of lots of women getting pregnant after they adopt or decide to stop trying but thats just not an option for me. I would love to adopt and would have done it already, if I had the money. With so many needy childern, I just don't understand why its so expensive.
Thanks for the insightful words and hugs. Your always so full of wisdom!
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....