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Re: Alicia/OCD/SAD       08/28/05 08:27 PM Edit Reply Quote Wind Reged: 04/02/05 Posts: 3178 Kelly, Personally, I'm intolerable without the meds. I cannot even stand myself without the meds. I truly believe that it's neurochemical--I know it is for me! I've been this way my whole entire life. Indeed--it's a psychotrophic life. Somedays I feel like a goldfish. Eventually I get exaughsted enough and pass out for a REM cycle or two, only to awaken and do it all over and over and over again...a music box dancer. If only someone could rewind the hands of time, reset the clock. There aren't enough minutes, seconds... Confession: I can't even sit through a therapy session! That's how 'trapped' I feel--how strong the impulses are! I'm having a low-self esteem night. Sorry; we had a big party here last night and I've been washing,disinfecting,cleaning everything obsessively. (Yes, before the cleaning lady comes only to have me pay her to do it! How warped can you get. If you saw my arms--how skinny they are from the washing...you'd be scared--they freak people out. ) I just popped some pills an hour ago, so maybe I'll squeeze in some down time. I'm just stir crazy. I haven't been able to lose this creepy warped programming. I only reprogram myself to another activity. I wonder who/what the choreographer is, sometimes. It's something to do, to kill time is this nothing life. In a strange way, I hope my OCD/GAD kills me, i.e. wears me out. Morbidly yours, Kate. Print     Remind Me     Notify Moderator

Entire thread I'm SO angry! Snow for Sarala 08/26/05 11:51 AM Been thinking about you ecmmbm 08/27/05 08:38 AM all I can say is good luck! khyricat 08/27/05 07:00 AM What if your doc called the insurance company? ChristineM 08/26/05 04:35 PM I think that doctors can appeal cases Augie 08/26/05 06:47 PM Ruchie, _Willow 08/26/05 08:01 PM Re: I'm SO angry! Vicam 08/26/05 03:29 PM Re: I'm SO angry! Kree 08/26/05 02:37 PM Big hugs Augie 08/26/05 12:32 PM Outpatient Hospitalization Snow for Sarala 08/26/05 12:52 PM Re: Outpatient Hospitalization Dr. Spice Yamin 08/26/05 01:48 PM Good Idea Ashley Portageegal 08/26/05 02:09 PM Re: Good Idea Ashley Snow for Sarala 08/26/05 02:17 PM Ruchie BL 08/26/05 02:32 PM Re: Ruchie Snow for Sarala 08/26/05 02:38 PM OH, you mean like... Augie 08/26/05 12:57 PM Re: I'm SO angry! Sara-Sage 08/26/05 12:06 PM Lots of love.... melitami 08/26/05 11:54 AM Re: Lots of love.... michele 08/26/05 12:09 PM Re: Is it just me, or do we Canadians... Wind 08/26/05 02:29 PM Kate, I didn't know you were Canuck! From where? _Willow 08/26/05 07:55 PM Re: Kate, I didn't know you were Canuck! From where? Wind 08/26/05 08:19 PM Re: Kate, I didn't know you were Canuck! From where? Sara-Sage 08/29/05 11:14 AM Re: Kate, I didn't know you were Canuck! From where? Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/27/05 04:55 PM Re: Kate, I didn't know you were Canuck! From where? Wind 08/27/05 05:53 PM sniff-the Westie will just stay here.... _Willow 08/28/05 01:36 PM Re: Kate, I didn't know you were Canuck! From where? Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/28/05 12:23 PM Re: Alicia/OCD/SAD Wind 08/28/05 02:33 PM Re: Alicia/OCD/SAD Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/28/05 05:08 PM Re: Alicia/OCD/SAD Wind 08/28/05 05:57 PM Re: Alicia/OCD/SAD Vicam 08/28/05 07:07 PM Re: Alicia/OCD/SAD Wind 08/28/05 08:27 PM Re: Kate Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/29/05 09:49 AM Re: Kate Wind 08/29/05 02:13 PM Re: Kate Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/29/05 04:52 PM Re: Alicia, thanks! Wind 08/29/05 05:41 PM ladies, _Willow 08/29/05 10:43 PM Re: ladies, Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/30/05 06:12 AM Yers, my stepmom has UPC codes- _Willow 08/30/05 11:33 AM Re: Yers, my stepmom has UPC codes- Portageegal 08/30/05 04:02 PM Re: The stats are staggering.... Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/30/05 04:52 PM Re: LOL Shannon.... Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/30/05 03:03 PM Re: Alicia/OCD/SAD Vicam 08/28/05 08:58 PM Re: Vicam/meds./weight gain Wind 08/29/05 12:35 AM Re:Kelly Yoda (formerly Hans) 08/29/05 09:45 AM Would "sunlight therapy" help you? ecmmbm 08/28/05 01:00 PM Re: Would "sunlight therapy" help you? Wind 08/28/05 02:36 PM Actually, you have something there.... _Willow 08/28/05 01:39 PM What I decided to do for now... Snow for Sarala 08/28/05 02:09 PM Congrats, Ruchie! _Willow 08/29/05 10:19 AM Go Ruchie!-nt Augie 08/28/05 03:31 PM Re: Reaching out/Ruchie Wind 08/28/05 02:52 PM I've told you this before... melitami 08/28/05 02:30 PM OH - I'm so so proud for you!!! Can't you see... ecmmbm 08/28/05 02:13 PM Just outside Edmonton! _Willow 08/27/05 10:51 AM Re: Just outside Edmonton! Wind 08/27/05 05:51 PM Re: Is it just me, or do we Canadians... Vicam 08/26/05 03:27 PM

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