I will pray for you to have the strength you need to carry on. I know how you feel honey! Sometimes it seems it would be easier to just let go and stop struggling. But think of all the people you would effect, just on this site alone.
I just came out of a month and a half fibro flare that was the worst I have had to date. And I thought the pain would never end but I knew it could only go on for so long, there was an end in sight. And I think there is an end to your pain in sight and a better quality of life possible for you with proper medical attention. I think you should switch doctors, from what you have said you actually have tests that are coming back abnormal so there has to be a cause for this. And it is just irresponsible of your doctor to just tell you to do whatever you want.
And I sometimes get overwhelmed with the fibro pain and all the things I have running through my head that I need to accomplish. So when this happens I sit down and write myself a list of every little thing I can think of that I need to do. And then I take great pleasure in being able to cross off even the tiniest of task. I feel that even though I am in pain and feel useless I have actually succeded in accomplishing something. I have come to realize I can't be superwoman and do it all, sometimes the house just has to look like a pig sty and that is okay. My health is more important. Your health is more important.
If you need support or someone to talk to I will be happy to give you my e-mail address. I am praying for you and sending massive hugs your way. You are such a wonderful person to have on these boards.
Christie
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~Hoping and Praying for Sleep!~
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Oh Augie!
