Aww, sweetheart. To see such a wonderful person suffering so much breaks my heart. I don't know what we'd do without you. So remember that you are loved AND needed on this board. Keep that in mind when the pain or the depression gets too bad. I wish I could make the pain go away. One thing I know for sure, you should try to look for another job. Something better has to be out there. Try focussing on that. Maybe it will help. You'll be in my prayers. Love, Alicia.
-------------------- Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.