I had a great talk with hubby this weekend. I started using a journal- lots of people suggested my doing this. I gave it to hubby to read. It really helped get a good discussion going and a lot is resolved. I'm taking it a day at a time - it's been hard. I had been carrying around a lot of guilt - that hubby and children didn't deserve me having this and they didn't deserve what the illness entails. I've let go of the guilt - it's not my fault no more than a diabetic can help having diabetes. Tried on my bridesmaid dress yesterday. It is SNUUUUUUG around the bust and bodice. I need to stop eating for the next 11 days. (joking!) But after they got it pinned it looked OK. I'll post a post wedding pic as promised!!! Thanks all for your support. I don't know what I'd do without my IBS family. Hugs, Alicia.
-------------------- Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.
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A quick update with the bipolar stuff...
