Hugs, Alicia. I know--it's hard. You're really zapped. 2 kids can be pretty demanding and I know you strive to do your best! Isn't depression an emotional vampire? How can we lose the virus? And then there's the gag-reflex, the nausea, etc. It's like perpetual traveller's sickness and yet you're still in the same place! Sometimes even driving a car makes me want to vomit! Hugs, honey. You just sound so indigo. I'm sending you some pink. (P.S. I know about the gum thing and I'm that way sometimes too when I'm nauseated--I just need some gum!)