I am late in responding and I am sorry for that. I have had some issues myself the last couple of weeks and I have had a hard time shaking my emotional ups and downs.
It sounds like you have found the right therapist and that she will work with you to help you get through these bad times and become healthy again. I know that you can do this and you sound like you are ready to get past your abuse and be happy.
You are such a wonderful person and you deserve to be happy. I see you on the boards always helping others even though you are going through difficult times yourself. You are an inspiration to me. You always thank us for being there for you but I think we are all very lucky to have you for a friend and to have you in our lives.