I'm so sorry you're feeling this down. Believe me, I know exactly how you feel. The shaking, the panic attacks, the not eating---I've experienced it all. And for some reason, when this happens, you don't want to be alone, so I understand your need to have someone to be with you. I'm sorry there's no one available right now, but your husband is on his way home and should be there soon!
You are a terrific mother and you will get through this. These feelings WILL PASS. Just keep telling yourself that this is temporary. Your precious kids love you and need you.
You know we would all be there if we could. Just imagine, about 40 women from the IBS board packed into your living room. We would give you big hugs, cry with you, hold and play with your kids, and we would make some food that was so delicious you would not be able to resist it!
Can you imagine us all there? (Do you have enough seating for all of us? Oh heck, we could all just sit on the floor.)
You are an amazing person, and you've been such a source of strength to many of us. We love you and want you to get better soon.
Hang in there! When hubby gets home, fill up the tub and take a bubble bath---or crawl in the bed, if that will make you feel better.
In the meantime, turn on some nice music, call a friend, read a magazine, or heck, read all of our responses, over and over again!
I'll be praying for you. (((Big hugs))))
BL
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