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Re: You asked me to explain further, I'll try
      06/08/05 10:33 PM
Snow for Sarala

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Michelle,

Thank you so much for explaining this to me! Our faiths might be different...but they have many similarities...

My Rabbi left me a message and said I should pray to G-d to help me. I could hear in my Rabbi's voice that he feels my pain and suffering...

YES exactly! I don't see the light. I'm very dark inside. Can He really love me in this darkness? Truly? I hope so! I wil pray to G-d that He should love me even though I don't love myself...

I'm scared it will happen again. This is my lot in life. Being abused was my lot in life. Maybe it still is? It makes me not want to leave the house...but I must say I am terrified even in my own (home?)...this new apartment. It is very scary as I begin to have flashbacks...ones where I feel things...

I want to be close to G-d desperately! My husband and I gave up all we could for him to learn in Yeshiva (seminary). I hope that He will hear me and comfort me and love me...I have no parents or in-laws. The only "parental" figure I can ever have will be G-d. Maybe that is how He wants it?

Thank you for praying for me. I blieve it is the prayers of everyone here that is keeping me alive.

Michelle...I truly love you!!! You're such a gift in my life *hugs* In ALL of our lives! May G-d bless you with only good things and may you and your family be HAPPY, HEALTHY, snd SAFE always!

Love Ruchie

P.S. Who is to say if what I went through is worse? Please don't say that....do not minimize your pain! *hugs*

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Snow for Sarala
06/07/05 05:54 PM
* Re: Please pray
Stephany
06/09/05 06:40 PM
* Prayers for you Ruchie - and encouragement....
mindyj
06/09/05 07:23 AM
* Ruchie-
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06/09/05 07:10 AM
* Re: Please pray
Wind
06/08/05 07:52 PM
* Kate
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 10:41 PM
* Re: Please pray
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06/08/05 08:25 PM
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Vicam
06/08/05 06:46 PM
* Ruchie!

06/08/05 04:49 PM
* HUGS!!!
heather7476
06/08/05 03:30 PM
* Ruchie, you have my thoughts and prayers -nt-
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06/08/05 03:27 PM
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06/08/05 01:22 PM
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06/08/05 12:38 PM
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06/08/05 12:13 PM
* Thank you Kristine!!!
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:44 PM
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06/08/05 11:04 AM
* Dalia, you have mail!
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06/08/05 12:43 PM
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Tissy
06/08/05 10:15 AM
* Ruchie
BL
06/08/05 08:54 AM
* BL
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:39 PM
* ***hugs***
Stephie
06/08/05 08:37 AM
* Stephie and Christie, you're part of my family!
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:36 PM
* We're here, and praying for you!
bamagirl
06/08/05 08:16 AM
* bamagirl...
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:33 PM
* Ruchie....
bamagirl
06/08/05 01:10 PM
* bamagirl, you are making me cry
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 01:29 PM
* Re: bamagirl, you are making me cry
bamagirl
06/08/05 01:54 PM
* I just spoke to my Rabbi...
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 02:08 PM
* Sweetheart!
Linz
06/09/05 06:08 AM
* Ruchie..
bamagirl
06/08/05 04:28 PM
* Christie..you just made me think...
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 02:21 PM
* Re: I just spoke to my Rabbi...
Yoda (formerly Hans)
06/08/05 02:17 PM
* Re: I just spoke to my Rabbi...
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 02:25 PM
* Ruchie
Tissy
06/08/05 01:47 PM
* NO - THIS IS NOT TRUE
ecmmbm
06/08/05 01:35 PM
* You asked me to explain further, I'll try
ecmmbm
06/08/05 06:04 PM
* My dream...am I looking at it correctly?
Snow for Sarala
06/09/05 07:47 AM
* Re: My dream...am I looking at it correctly?
Wind
06/09/05 06:06 PM
* Re: My dream...am I looking at it correctly?
Linz
06/09/05 07:52 AM
* You have made my day!
bamagirl
06/09/05 05:49 AM
* Re: You asked me to explain further, I'll try
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 10:33 PM
* Thank you for sharing this with us Michelle
Augie
06/08/05 07:32 PM
* Augie
poochibelly
06/09/05 06:38 AM
* Michelle...so eloquent
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06/08/05 07:28 PM
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Kimm
06/08/05 07:43 AM
* Kimm, thank you!!!
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:31 PM
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Sara-Sage
06/08/05 07:02 AM
* Tina, big sis *hugs*
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:29 PM
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Sara-Sage
06/08/05 12:37 PM
* Ruchie sweetie!
Nelly
06/07/05 09:20 PM
* Nelly and sunshine
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:27 PM
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Computr821
06/07/05 08:20 PM
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Dr. Spice Yamin
06/07/05 07:20 PM
* Thanks Ashley! *hugs*
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:26 PM
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atomic rose
06/07/05 07:18 PM
* Casey, you have mail (again)! n-t
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06/08/05 12:24 PM
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LittleLisa
06/07/05 05:59 PM
* Little Lisa!!!!
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:23 PM
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michele
06/08/05 10:55 AM
* Michele!!!
Snow for Sarala
06/08/05 12:42 PM

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