I don't know what to say. I read this and began crying...
To those of you that are concerned....
I am not well. I am dealing with a LOT. I have become anorexic again after not having that ED really severe since high school.
I am not having an easy time of it at all. I am NOT okay right now.
i haven't posted because I haven't had the energy AND I have felt like I won;t contribute positively right now. I am just having such a hard time of it...I don't feel I can be there for any of you proper;y right now. So I went away.....
I am watching movies, writing poetry, and sleeping a lot. I am doing my best to take care of myself. This often takes all day. Just to shower, eat, exercise, sleep, and cook. it is a lot for me right now.
I feel like I am in mourning. That is the best way I can desribe it.
Right now it is difficult to see any light. There is much darkness. It is like I have lost someone very close to me. And I can't get over it just yet.
One day, G-d willing, I will be healthy. I don't think I've ever been healthy. But I am determined to be okay. I am asking G-d for help. I am fighting.
I've been fighting all my life. And I want to stop fighting.
But I won't. Even though I feel like it...I won't.
Please pray for me. Send hugs. And love. And e-mails. I need you guys...
Michele...I read about your baby situation. I just want to say how much I care about you....and that you are in my thoughts and prayers *hugs*
I hope everyone is well......I love you guys *big huge hugs*
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I am dealing with a LOT. I have become anorexic again after not having that ED really severe since high school. 
