Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | I am really stuggling tonight

This marks the end second week of putting my bunny to sleep. I sold his cage, and shipped it out today. Now, there is an empty place on the floor where the cage used to be. No gentle eyes meeting mine when I come into the kitchen. I miss him so much. My heart is breaking. I have drunk four glasses of wine, and all I can do is cry. I ate a caesar salad for dinner, and will pay for it later. I am hurting, and I just want to cry. He was only three years old. There was nothing wrong with him that money could not fix. That is the problem, no money. Husband laid off, looking for work outside of the state. Unable to find a job of my own. Damn Dr. Estes! She could have helped him, but would not even talk to me. I guess her car payment was more important than my bunny. My heart is broken, and I want to cry. I hope that he knows that I loved him. I know that he loved me. I let him down though, he needed me to help him and I could not be there for him. Damn Comcept! Why did they have to lay my husband off. The company moved us here and left us hanging. They do not give a rip about what happens to us.

Sorry for the rant. I do not know what else to do. I cannot erase what happened. Please forgive me Little Bit of Bunny.

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