I may be totally too late for this post, but I just wanted to tell you I am thinking about you.
I can't imagine what you are going through. My husband and I are trying to have a baby and that is stressful enough because I am really excited! This is now Month #2 (which is nothing compared to you) but I just really hope and pray that everything is normal with me too.
I have been on the pill for 7 years and had a miscarriage just before I went on the pill. Now I find myself worry that maybe I can't get pregnant....because I don't want to go through another miscarriage....etc.
Anyways - the point I am getting at is:
I have only been trying for 2 Months and I am already second guessing everything. I truely sympathize with you. I hope everything goes well.
I was thinking about you all last night when I read this post (quickly because I had a class last night) and wanted so badly to respond and give you my best. Sorry for the delay.
Best wishes and my thoughts are with you,
-------------------- Lana_Marie
Proud Mommy to Bentley Taylor
Born May 12, 2004 9lbs, 3oz