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I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
      02/24/05 02:07 AM
Sara-Sage

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I feel so totally awful today. That's why I am up at 5am and not sleeping in my bed like most people are.

The break up went so much worse than I could have ever imagined. He is devastated and feels so very alone. I feel so terrible like I have ruined his entire life.

We talked about our problems and I told him how sad and so hurt the things that he's done have made me feel. He explained that they were all done because he didn't feel like I loved him and that he was always second best. He admits taking me for granted too. I feel so torn. After hearing him admit to everything that's been a huge problem I don't now what to feel? Releived that he admits it?

We went through a list of all our belongings. We agreed on who gets what.

He never yelled at me or called me names. He said that he would never do that anymore.

I don't know what to do. I feel so incredibly lost and so sad. And I can't stop crying. I have no idea how I'll get through today and tomorrow of work. He has taken the next few days off as he's too much of a mess to go into work. His dad and a good friend came over yesterday to try and comfort him. he also sent an email off to all our friends with the news that we have broken up but neither of us want to talk about it and that they all give us space right now.

I knew this would not be easy but this is pretty much HELL!

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* I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 02:07 AM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
daliatree
02/25/05 06:24 PM
* TINA!!!
Sheri01
02/26/05 12:46 AM
* SHERI!
Sara-Sage
02/26/05 02:44 AM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 06:29 PM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
ptillen
02/24/05 02:24 PM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 06:56 AM
* Thanks everyone... I'm WAAAAY better.
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 09:56 AM
* Re: Thanks everyone... I'm WAAAAY better.
doubletrouble
02/24/05 05:48 PM
* A little behind the times here....
Snow for Sarala
02/24/05 11:24 AM
* Thanks Ruchie -nt-
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 12:05 PM
* Wow, what a nice surprise
Augie
02/24/05 10:30 AM
* Re: Wow, what a nice surprise
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 06:57 AM
* Re: Wow, what a nice surprise
NikkiM
02/25/05 12:59 PM
* Tina, how are things today?
Snow for Sarala
02/25/05 12:08 PM
* I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 03:59 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
ptillen
02/25/05 09:22 PM
* PAULA!
Sara-Sage
02/26/05 02:53 AM
* I feel so terrible for you Sara!
Lana_Marie
02/26/05 08:01 PM
* Re: I feel so terrible for you Sara!
Sara-Sage
02/26/05 08:30 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
Natalie1985
02/25/05 06:00 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 06:23 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!

02/25/05 04:31 PM
* Stand Firm, SS!
Bevvy
02/25/05 04:24 PM
* Re: Stand Firm, SS!
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 06:25 PM
* Bev you are an inspiration.....
Natalie1985
02/25/05 06:05 PM
* Re: Listen to Bev, she is right !!
gigi
02/25/05 04:37 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
LittleLisa
02/25/05 04:13 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 04:18 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
Angela E.
02/25/05 05:46 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
Sara-Sage
02/25/05 06:29 PM
* Re: I'm sorry, but my mom sucks!
doubletrouble
02/25/05 04:35 PM
* Re: Wow, what a nice surprise
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 11:51 AM
* Ahhhh, Tina
BL
02/24/05 08:01 AM
* Re: Ahhhh, Tina
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 12:06 PM
* Hi Tina!
RachelT
02/24/05 07:35 AM
* Rachel
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 12:09 PM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Kimm
02/24/05 07:14 AM
* Kim
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 12:12 PM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
AmandaPanda, J.D.
02/24/05 06:28 AM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Sheri01
02/24/05 06:09 AM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 12:15 PM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Yoda (formerly Hans)
02/24/05 05:58 AM
* Re: I said I wouldn't but I can't help it....
Vicam
02/24/05 05:47 AM
* Tina
atomic rose
02/24/05 04:20 AM
* Casey
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 04:42 AM
* Ugh...
atomic rose
02/24/05 06:30 AM
* Casey
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 12:17 PM
* Re: Ugh...
Dr. Spice Yamin
02/24/05 06:34 AM
* Tina

02/24/05 04:05 AM
* Re: Tina
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 04:13 AM
* oh tina.....
Natalie1985
02/24/05 02:14 AM
* Re: oh tina.....
Sara-Sage
02/24/05 03:05 AM
* Re: oh tina.....
michele
02/24/05 07:14 AM

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