That is true Jennifer, that stinks you don't live closer! Wow, just read your profile, you were with your ex since you were young, about 19ish? I don't know what the nearest happening city is to you, but this weekend my sis is taking me to Philly, and next weekend a friend is taking me to Hoboken and NYC. You should do same/similiar... you need to get out and clear your head about things! I really feel for you, you can't *fully* get over him til you both can move out. You need that seperation to move on. maybe stay the weekend at a buddy's or a parent's? Another trick I am doing to cope... Good luck