I just recently got out of a 5 year relationship. I was engaged for 2, and we have a house together. We had set a date for the wedding and everything. He came to me and said he wasn't ready for marriage? How can you buy a house with someone and propose and not be ready?
We still live in the same house together...we have no choice until we sell. I will be alone for the first time on valentine's day too. Mine is just like yours, a great guy, but not the right guy. It sucks right now...things do get better!
Too bad you don't live closer...we could have a girls nite! Keep your head up and stay positive.