Agh- no, I have been so 'over' the trainer guy thing. He is way too old for me, and I think he may be gay. That crush fizzled fast, thankfully!
Hhmmm... I know that it won't be too hard to find guys to flirt with, even when I went out with Chris to places if he left me alone for alittle while the guys would start making their way to me. I am not quite looking to jump in another guys lap quite yet, I have to concern myself with school, and my new job/volunteer oppurtunies.
I just have a hard time thinking that guys could like me sometimes, or decent ones atleast, since I have ugly duckling syndrome. I grew up alot the last couple years, and now I know that I AM attractive, but it is hard to get used to having the self esteem to go along with it, if you know what I am saying!
Oh, and it is NEXT weekend I am going away, so I am hoping I make it through this weekend ok. I may stay with my parents and go out with my sister (she is about my age and single too) to distract myself.
You have to stop flattering me, I am gonna get a big head!
P.S.- I dressed 'cute' to work today because afterwards I am going straight to my pysch class and that is the class with 'cute tattoo guy'