So sorry sweetie, I know its rough right now but it will get better. Don't doubt yourself, its not like these feelings that the relationship wasn't right just popped up over night. You will find the right guy. Take some time and enjoy YOU. Find a new hobby. Hang out with some girlfriends. Remember, there is a big difference between being alone and being lonely! Hugs to you!
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....