I just had my best friend go through this. People can give you advice and tell you what they think you should do but until you are ready, it won't make a difference. You have to come to the point where you just can't stand it and need to do something for yourself. I don't know you, what you are going through or what your situation is but whatever it is you will come to it on your own time. I can just tell from your reply that you are unsure and nobody likes to feel that way. I just wish you peace of mind and hapiness and courage to do what you need to feel that things are right. I hope I am not intruding, to think all this from a simple I am bored post on my part lol.