Aww Sheri I can't imagine what you're going through. Whether or not it was a good move for you to make considering your own needs and all, it doesn't make it any easier. Well if it makes you feel any better, my older brother and his girlfriend just broke up on Saturday night. It's good that you and Chris can still be friends. But don't feel bad about this because if it felt right then it was. There's no reason that you should have to settle. You're young and beautiful and there's plenty of time to meet someone that is just perfect for you and you'll know it when it happens.