Oh I don't think I will be re-hired! And if I am I will refuse graciously. I don't really want to be a bridesmaid because it would be such a nightmare, I just wish I had never been asked in the first place and that would have been fine, but I have been thinking about being bridesmaid at this wedding for two years!
Thanks for the hugs. Hope you are doing OK with not smoking and are sticking to it! Good luck with that and thanks so much again