Ohhhh, Casey. I'm so sorry you're going through a difficult time. Things will get better, I promise! At least that's what I keep telling myself. 2005 has not started off good for me either. I've been having back spasms that wake me up in the middle of the night.
Sometimes when everything seems to go wrong all at once, you feel like your world is crashing in on you. I know this must be how you feel. Hang in there! We can get through this year together. You are a strong person ---and have always been so supportive and encouraging for me. I will put you on my prayer list too! (I have a long list!!!)