I am so down about this. I seriuosly want you to call me if you need to just have someone listen. I am just getting a chance to catch up on the boards, and even though I got your email, I didn't know all the details until I just read all these posts. I just don't know what to say, but I am going to be with you through all of this for support, and I hope you know that. I want to call you but I don't want to interrupt or call at a bad time.
I am so sorry for everything you have had to go through, I truly hope 2005 is a complete turn-around for you. I said a prayer just for you last night before midnight, and I really believe it will be answered.
<<<LOTS OF HUGS>>> I'm here when you need to talk to someone. Love, Cara