Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Wishing I could jump off a bridge right now.....

Hi everyone. Sorry to dump on you all and I feel bad cause I know a lot of you have really serious problems right now but I'm really ready to jump off a cliff. It feels like since I started this diet I've gotten worse not better at all. I've gone from an A to passing water every day at least twice if not more often (sorry if too graphic). I can't deal with my kids, I'm dreading christmas, I can't sleep and I can't eat anything as even plain rice is going straight through. I'm eating at least 3 immodium on a daily basis just to be able to give my kids the neccesities and taking the max dose of buscopan for the pain. I've never felt so miserable and my blood test came back normal so as per usual the doctors have no idea what's going wrong with my body (I'm sure a lot of them think it's all in my head, or attention seeking). I'm not going to do anything dumb as I couldn't do that to my family (parents or children or DH) but I'm going absolutely mental. I'm crying on and off all day and my kids keep looking at me like I've lost the plot and everyone I know is getting sick of me being sick so when they ask how I am and I say sick they just kind of go "oh, well you'll be fine" but I'm not fine! Ahhhhh. I hate IBS!
Sorry, needed to get that off my chest. I just can't describe how totally miserable I am atm. Thanks for listening once again.

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Amy

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