So.. Today I was feeling great.. just took my last final, and I think I did great on it! It was half written and the other half was actually an oral exam.. where I had to have an actual counseling session with a kid in real time while my professor sat there and watched me and took notes. oh and it was being video taped too. Very comfortable situation.. but in the end he said I did a really good job so I was psyched.
So I went upstairs to see my other teacher to pick up some protocols to administer intelligence tests over winter break and she refused to give them to me. She basically told me to sit down and said to me, "I don't get you. I dont' think you care, and I don't think you try at all in school. I am not going to give you extra protocols because I dont' think you'll get it right the first time."
and I just sat there in shock, she kept asking if she was being unfair but I couldn't say anything- no one has ever called me stupid before.
She kept talking and said "you're too social, you don't try the first time, and have to keep redoing things before you finally get them right. and i'm not the only professor that feels this way, we all do."
umm ok. I've only had to redo one assignment the entire term, everything else i've done fine on. My lowest grade was a B- but mostly all A's, which in graduate school I think is doing just fine. Apparently she doesn't. Plus she went on the attack my study skills and told me that when I came to ask her about some questions about one of her projects it proved to her that I don't try and that I didn't read the assignment before I talked to her. I had read the assignment and I was just asking a question.. isn't questioning the foundation for education. roooooooar. i'm sooo angry. I'm so frustrated because I know she's helped everyone else.. and I know everyone has gone to her with questions as well.
She kept on saying, if you don't agree or think i'm being unfair to you, tell me, but I just sat there and was mute and just left the room when she was done talking. Its like what do you say to that?!?
Anyways.. i'm extremely angry.. and I don't know what to do? The semesters over but should I email her and just kinda be like huh? I did say that I do try.. but she wasn't buying it. I wouldn't be in school paying craploads of money if I didn't care but thats besides the point. It also makes me mad that they all go behind my back and basically talk about how I suck. I kinda want to be like listen.. if you don't think i'm smart enough for your program kick me out.
ughhhh.. Anyways.. she thinks i'm too social. Apparently I should be more pokerfaced and become an unemotional intellectual like the rest of the girls in class.. cause apparently if you dress fashionably, smile alot, have fun and have a personality you're just labeled an idiot.
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ok ok.. school is soooo not cool.
