Oh, sweetie, I don't know where to begin.
I read your initial post, and I had a lot to say, but then when I began reading your update, I got so angry, I couldn't read any more of it. I'm sure you don't wanna hear what I really have to say, because it's not nice.
You can do SOOOO much better! Girlfriend, you have so much to offer, I just wish you realized it. You're so young, with your lifetime ahead of you, and you're wasting it on people who don't appreciate you. Believe me, I know -- the older you get, the more you realize life is too short to blow it with people who don't really love you.
I just know you will be so much happier when you move home. I had hoped that would have happened by now -- WHEN is it scheduled? I know you'll be much more comfortable around your family and people who truly DO love you, you'll be more relaxed, you'll start feeling better, and you'll get some good medical help. You need a good doctor, someone who will listen to you and try to help you. You obviously haven't gotten it over there.
I'm sorry, but I never did finish your post; I couldn't do it. I hope you will take a good look in the mirror at a lovely deserving young lady who can see above all that crap you're being dealt right now, and I hope you're strong enough to move away from it.
{{{{Hugs}}}}
Bevvy
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