So I told hubby I was depressed and not able to get myself out for fresh air. So we went to the doggie park last night.
We were only there for like 30 mins when the pian was BAKC (I'd been feeling better on the pian scale since I've been sleeping most of the week cause of the Lexapro). OHMYGOSH how I hurt! When we arrived home...I actually complained of the pain to hubby (he says I've never complained before!) I was FREEZING cole (my hands were like ice) even tho I was ok while we were out. It was just SO BAD! And I had a wretched headache It almost wants me to stay home next time instead of going at all...
The worst part though was seeing two girls, sisters, RUNNING and chasing their dog. I want that to be ME.
Hubby suggested bringing a chair next time. I don't want it to come to that...but I also don't want to miss the doggie park. Dude, I'm ONLY 25 (I'll be 26 a week from Sunday). Is this REALLY my life?
I've started writing about fibro. I realize I'm in a depression right now. I am hopeful that writing it all out will help me cope.
And I will TRY to get dressed in the morning. And to sit outside.
If you have ANY ideas of what else I should do...please alert me to them!
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I got out, but the pain is WORSE!
It almost wants me to stay home next time instead of going at all...
