Oh no Nelly, that is so horrible. And to see someone that is bright, cherful, and funny no matter how nad they are feeling be so in the dumps is always so upseting. I never knew that you could start getting attached to "message board internet" friends, but I feel as bad for you as I would for anyone in my physical life. I never know what to say in situations like this, but I just wanted to write something to show I care. Good luck to you and your mom.