I had a crush on a gay guy in college. and he was totaly into himself (not that all gay guys are). I never told him...but our friendship kijda fizzled out. Cute, yes....and he seemed like a nice guy. I don; even remembere dhow we lost touvh. But I realized pretty quickly he would be flattere dif he knew I had a crush...but he was a bit to into himself.
YOU DON'T NEED ANY ONE IN YOUR LIFE LIKE THAT! You deserve much more....someone into you not themselves! Is your boy friends a good guy?