I have not ever felt so much pain so severealy in so may places on my body as I have the past month or so.
And it's getting worse.
I picked up my coffee to drink it, and I spilledit. I even got it all over my brand new fibro book (Firbo for Dummies). All over my skirt, all over my sweatshirt...I just feel so EMBARASSED and like I'm such a mess! I keep runing into stuff (more than usual)...I keep repeating myself to hubby over and over...and he's loike "I get it". I'm not repeating it for him...but for me! I feel so incoherent that I want to make sure even I know what I'm saying...
I'm in SO MUCH PAIN I can't stop crying! I'm glad we didn't get a 2nd dog...I can barely take care of myself right now. Children are not even entering my mind tight now...
I tried tylenol arthritis...no luck. Coffee, which often wors for me, is doing nothing. How much longer will my life be like this...this is not a good quality of life I REALLY hope the doc will see me soon! Waiting another week sounds like FOREVER! I need SLEEP desperately! PLEASE fibro friends, help!!
I have a doc appoint. at 7am tomorrow and I have no idea how I will ever make it! I als need to pick huubyy up for lunch (he needs to eat in our Succa lunch and he doesn't drive so i hav eto drive him home) G-d MUST help me or I won't make either one!
I'm scared! Things seem to be getting worse for me. I know part of it may be my anitbiotic. but I've been on it for days...would it get increasingly worse as time goes on...and would it effect all of my fibro symptoms (my sense of smeel is more accute etc.).
I needa HUG! I need a shoulder. I need MEDICINE! LOL
One day I'm gonna laugh at spilling coffeee, I hope! That's my goal. But RIGHT NOW the pain is too much to bear.
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Crying and crying and crying
I REALLY hope the doc will see me soon! Waiting another week sounds like FOREVER! I need SLEEP desperately! PLEASE fibro friends, help!!
