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thanks so much.. you are an absolute sweetheart!

Sorry I confused you.. I actually graduated from umass amherst in 2003, so I've been in MA for awhile. After I graduated I moved in with the ex so we could stay together while he finished up his masters at umass. I then decided to apply for my masters when he finished his and applied primarily in virginia (where i'm from) and massachusetts. Well I got into TUFTS and decided to go there for grad school so me and my ex could be together. It was my only MA school I applied to so when I got in I figured it was fate that I was meant to go there and stay with him. Then this june he dumped me. very sad story.

So basically.. I really didn't want to stay in Massachusetts all that much.. but I knew I wanted to be with him and he was that important to me that I stayed. Now that we are broken up I just feel crappy that i'm stuck here alone.. when I should be here with him. I'm sure I'll enjoy it here.. I've never actually lived in boston so this area is still so new to me.

It just makes it harder to know that he lives like ten minutes away.. and that he's cuddling with other people.. while i'm still hurt over this. I probably shouldn't even still be hurt.. I mean we broke up two and a half months ago. I should be over it by now. I was getting better when I went and spent the summer in virginia with my family, but its hard to be back here without him, you know?

ok I gotta go.. thanks to everyone for their responses, and I'll respond later.. my first class starts in half an hour though. yikes.. I have two today.. and will be in class till 8:30 at night. yikes. wish me luck and thanks for the love.

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