thanks jaime, michele for the outpouring of support.
all patched up (Nicoderm), i had a silly, but kind of interesting fantasy/wish: i wish i had a marijuana patch on, too!
all kinds of aches & pains numbed by engaging in the habit pop up. i think it's a kind of pain-numbing habit. but i keep holding on to the thought that i love myself more without the smokescreen. and, i like the fact that my mouth , my body is no longer actively an ashtray. so, when i feel like a butt-head, i'll think of beavis.
my guts, though, feel pretty raw at the moment.
i'm such an addict & i always will be...but i don't have to actively use.
also, people like being around me more now that i'm not such a stinker. i just have to learn how to breathe all over again.
kate.
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