ugh. a *bad* old-fashioned binge day, on a scale that was rare even way back when. cookies at the office, maybe ten over the course of the day? plus crackers (all left-overs from the benefit last night), and then when i got home a couple of ff cookies, some wheat thins, and a bowl of soy delicious w/ peanut butter. ugh. i went to the gym tonight and i'll be okay, but it just felt *backwards.* i'm not sure what brought this on, what i was trying to ignore. the most obvious thing is money stress - i suddenly (okay, not suddenly, but through my own not-goodness with money) have 25 dollars till next paycheck - a week from thursday. but that's survivable. this morning i just felt *crappy* - like pms, but it's not. tired. not sleepy, but just *tired*, stressed, like i'm overcommitted and stretched thin, but i'm not. that sort of sourceless sense of something being off. a friend suggested it's from winter, but i love winter, it snowed for the first time last night. and i'd been feeling like that before realizing what was up with my bank account. so i don't know. but it led to the bingeing. boo. i'm feeling better now, and the gym was good, but... well, that was my day.
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jaime
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