Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | bingo! that's exactly it, jaime!!!

woah, jaime...i think you hit the rusty nail right on the head and well...i'm bleeding (figuratively speaking, of course).

detatchment, that separation between body/mind/spirit.

no wonder this yoga/meditation stuff is so challenging...i'm seeking UNION, or reUNION and going about it via a process of self-abnegation.

anyways, i'm not going to be so anal anymore...treat myself like a concentration camp victim in my own kitchen, dealing out my broccoli rations or scoops of popeye (spinach) pesto, etc., my new favourite soy milk--i love curling up on the sofa at night with chai after chai after chai, or a strange brew of something and a book or 'zines or movies...

go with the flow, huh? okay, i'm going to ease up a whole lot.

i guess, in a warped meta-psychospiritual way I'm seeking reunion with the Universal parent.

enough babble, though...you're positively right. back to the intuitive eating, go with the flow stuff. i'm going to ease up on the obsessive number-crunching. somehow, i think we're kind of at the same spot, but playing it out differently or in opposite styles!

somedays, though...it's just so hard to stay inside this body of mine. lol! i feel rather like gatsby.

it does feel good to have lost that carno stink, though. that's a huge relief. i'll stop writing my own books of numbers.

kate.

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