Hi guys! 
I don't know whats wrong with me! I need advice, I have somehow gained alot of weight over the past year. I cannot fit into hardly any of my old clothes!!!
I have a good ten pounds of flab that hang over all my skirts and pants. I've started buying new clothes that fit me now, so i dont' need to lose a trillion pounds, but enough that I can wear both sizes successfully.
This is seriously depressing me. I eat NOTHING different now. If anything I eat a heck of alot healthier than I did a year ago. I mean on this diet how bad can you really be ( I avoid fried, fatty, cheesey everything more often than not).
I mean is there a secret switch that turns on when you are 23 that sends your metabolism to nothing. (I'm 24 now, but this began happening a year ago).
I need help, I need motivation, beacuse I am really not happy with my body right now. I mean I have belly flab!!! and its not just bloat, its straight up, hang over my cute cute skirts and pants belly flab, back fat, and bit arms and thighs   
I will admit my gym visits have been slacking, but the first time I've ever stepped foot in a gym was when I was 23 and a half so its not like I used to work out.
All of my clothes are 2, and 4's. I've given up on the 2's forever, and I've bought a bunch of 6's to wear in the meantime, but I'd like to get down in the 4-6 range instead of even 6's being tight lately. I'm trying to forget about the two's because honestly I'm sure it will never happen for me again considering I already eat healthy now, and can't seem to keep off the weight.
Whats even sadder is that my aunt is always like remember when you were skinnier, you looked so cute. remember when you were erinn's (my sister) size, look how amazing she looks
and then at my grams funeral.. I remember seeing you in the fashion show Ashley when you were skinny.
seriously what is wrong with people! i'm a 6 and people tell me they can remember when I used to be skinny. Peoples minds are screwed up, beacuse I IN NO WAY think that I am even remotely large, but I just want to fit in my clothes.
I need help. I feel really yucky.
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