HI GUYS-- ******* im feeling a little blue i was really in the mood to buy some new jeans yesterday [b/c i felt so inspired by the styles i saw in europe] so i found all these great pairs @ kohls, faded and dark, some with holes and patterns--but, they were cute!! i picked out my reg.size that my current pants are [1 & 3] give-or-take for different brands..and none of them fit good at all! they either "just fit" or look funny in certain places. i found another pair of jeans in a 3 but took a 5 just in case for bagginess--and i actually bought the 5!! they dont fit perfect, kind-of lose in the waist but if i wash them alot theyll shrink and fit right?? thats more why i bought them. i keep hoping ill magically lose weight so i want to hold onto all my small clothes. i keep saying "soon i can wear that..soon soon blah blah" since i was in europe i decided to just let my body heal itself and to not worry so much about what oil i use and etc. i know *for sure* i overdid it alot on those yummy waffle cookies so i wasnt shocked that i *would've* gained a few. even the housekeeper asked if i gained 2 lbs while away! but when i weighed myself, the numbers didnt even break 100--and i reweighed today and still no change. i dont get it? i feel sad about my pants and b/c i can see a slight change in the mirror but why is the scale being a nar? its one of those step-on-and-weigh scales so its not off or anything. maybe i shouldnt be posting this, complaining and such when a 5 is a good size--it was just too fast for me. and now im afraid i cant break my junkfood-cookie habit. im gonna buy a gym membership since im still "on vacation" from work and have the time but im afraid ill give up too soon does anyone have some comfort or encouragement?? thanks guys.
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i was really in the mood to buy some new jeans yesterday [b/c i felt so inspired by the styles i saw in europe] so i found all these great pairs @ kohls, faded and dark, some with holes and patterns--but, they were cute!! i picked out my reg.size that my current pants are [1 & 3] give-or-take for different brands..and none of them fit good at all! they either "just fit" or look funny in certain places. i found another pair of jeans in a 3 but took a 5 just in case for bagginess--and i actually bought the 5!! they dont fit perfect, kind-of lose in the waist but if i wash them alot theyll shrink and fit right?? thats more why i bought them. i keep hoping ill magically lose weight so i want to hold onto all my small clothes. i keep saying "soon i can wear that..soon soon blah blah" since i was in europe i decided to just let my body heal itself and to not worry so much about what oil i use and etc. i know *for sure* i overdid it alot on those yummy waffle cookies so i wasnt shocked that i *would've* gained a few. even the housekeeper asked if i gained 2 lbs while away! 
but when i weighed myself, the numbers didnt even break 100--and i reweighed today and still no change. i dont get it? i feel sad about my pants and b/c i can see a slight change in the mirror but why is the scale being a nar? its one of those step-on-and-weigh scales so its not off or anything. 
