not sure if i remembered everything - stopped writing things down around dinner. i think this is it.
and i can i also say: these thomas' mini bagels - they have more protein than a soy yogurt, less fat, and fewer calories. that's some sort of tricky miracle.
okay.
mini bagel w/ soy cream cheese banana
pb&j baby food jar of bananas & berries soy milk 3oz dried papaya
sweet potato 'chips' w/ ketchup
luna bar 1 piece dried papaya
2 glasses of half sprite half cranberry juice (at a party, and feeling a little queasy - the burping from the carbonation always makes me feel better. and there was no air conditioning.)
that's 1940. would've been much nicer without the soda & juice.
walked to work at the museum today, 30 minutes. also stood for 7 and a half hours! not that that counts for much activity, but it just had to be said. yay second job saturdays.
had a bout of lacking inspiration this weekend, mostly brought about by my own 'slipping.' was thinking of stopping posting, stopping being *so* precise. generally discouraged and about to do the giving up after three days thing that is my specialty. counting calories so precisely can be disheartening when i eat more that i meant to. but keeping track, here and in my food diary and on that crazy fitday website, makes me stay accountable. if i have to face up to it, and post even when i mess up, maybe i'll be less likely to overeat. it only really happens when i'm home alone (unhealthy relationship to food alert), and if i make myself post here, then someone still sees me. not that it's good that left to my own devices i'd overeat. but i think you know what i mean. i guess i just need the support.
and now my cat is sitting on my shoulders and kneading the back of my neck. life isn't too bad.
okay, now she's digging her claws into my head.
and now she's asleep.
-------------------- jaime
ibs-a (mostly d) // vegetarian
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