i feel like i just read my journal! we are def going through the same thing and it completely sucks. Men will never make any sense to me. How can one minute you be extremely happy and then the next you decide you don't want committment. makes no sense to me at all. Scott started to go out with other women but he kept calling me and coming back to me, I am keeping him at a distance though. I am leaving myself open to meeting someone else but if no one calling then I allow myself to go out with him. Who knows what will happen long term. I know deep down he is prob not the right guy for me but there is no one to take his place so i can't get him out of my mind. I am just trying to keep a level head and not get too wrapped up in it. Working out is helping, takes my mind off of him and makes me feel physically better. I figure the more weight i lose the more he will feel like crap for leaving me Hang in there, I can't say it gets better (cause I am not there just yet).. but mr right has to be around the corner for both of us.
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