Aww, sweetie. Don't feel bad. I know you're frustrated. I understand about wanting to go somewhere but then not going. Could be lots of reasons. Could be the IBS, could be your mood, and remember you're still adjusting to andi-depressants. Remember they can take up to 12 weeks to fully work so don't expect a "pouf" it's suddenly working feeling. It's a gradual thing.
Staying home was what you needed to do today so don't feel guilty. It's so hard feeling out of control. Do your best to relax and take care of yourself.
If you have any questions, please post, or feel free to e-mail me (my e-mail is in my info). I've gone through depression as well as the OCD. I'm always here to listen. Sometimes it helps just knowing that you're not alone - and that other people have gotten through this and so will you.
It's hard when your body is dictating your life. IBS does that and so does depression. They're both medical conditions and you did not choose to have them. Don't blame yourself.
Take care, and bask in your boyfriend's LOVE!!!!
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Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.
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