I don't need advice or anything... I'm just feeling sorry for myself, I guess. 
The past few days really haven't been good at all. On Wednesday, my painful bout of C finally resolved itself, which was good, but... painful. Thursday I had cramping and nausea all day. Friday I felt *okay*, as long as I didn't eat anything - so I ate very little, wanting to get out and do things with my boyfriend. (And so glad I did!) Yesterday, everything I ate made me nauseous AGAIN. Today, I have D, cramps, and - surprise! - nausea, and panic attacks because of all of it. I'm shaking and weak, and I can barely even get water or peppermint tea down.
So much for my 4th of July! Thankfully, I didn't have big plans or anything - my boyfriend has to work today, so I was figuring on a relatively lazy day at home anyway. But we were hoping to catch some fireworks when he gets out of work, and I probably won't be able to do it. @#$#$&^$@%!
It makes me feel *slightly* better that my appointment is only days away... but only slightly. Because this appointment isn't with a doctor, and it's still VERY iffy about whether or not I'm going to even get to see one in the first place.
I'm just frustrated and upset. Every time I get optimistic, because I have a few good days and I feel like I'm doing good on the diet, my body shoots me down. Blah.
Oh yeah, and on top of that, I've got wicked PMS. I'm sure that's not helping my symptoms, but it's definitely not helping my state of mind, either. BLAH!!!
Edited by atomic rose (07/04/04 08:30 AM)
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Just rambling... feeling sorry for myself.
