Beth honey, I wish I knew what to tell you. Something inside must be "eating at you" besides the IBS. Some good concentrated psycho-analysis on yourself - what do I feel? when do I feel it? what am I afraid of? what do I want from others? It's really good when someone helps you, someone who knows you well enough to say, "You know it seems to me..." I'm in a weird state right now, too, but Mom (mother in law and trusted friend) is helping me work through it all, plus I've actually (imagine??) spent some time talking to my husband about it. But my "stuff" isn't exhibiting itself like yours, while you don't want to leave the house, I want to restrict my eating irrationally. So ridiculous, but really just a symptom, not the real problem. I suspect the same is true of you.
Hugs to you, talk to us to help work out whatever it is, and I'll pray for you too!
-------------------- Take care,
Michelle
...the greatest of these is LOVE. (I Cor 13)
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