i'm having a horrible time emotionally. even though my symptoms are gradually getting less frequent, i'm still having the hardest time leaving my house. i've missed weeks of school (combined) and i'll be graduating 2 months late at least. i really love being there when i'm there, but I just can't get myself out of bed in the morning, and even when I wkae up on time and get ready, I can't get myself out of the house. I think I've left my house twice this week total, once to check my mail and once to get groceries. I'm just scared and weak and I don't know what to do to break this cycle. I really want to go to school, but something is keeping me from being myself. And it hurts me emotionally because I feel stuck and I don't know how to change this pattern.
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