Thank you guys. i don't know why but reading Shell's post just put me over the edge. (crying i mean! but, it's good to cry! especially after feeling numb for 2 days.) i know he's a fool! i KNOW i'm strong! it's just so hard! the thing is, he's going through a lot right now too, but the fact that he would suggest that my tummy issues are part of our problem... i don't know. i mean, he knows i'm taking all these steps (diet changes, teas, hypno, hot water bottles, etc.) to try to get better, or at least stable, and yet now he decides he can't deal with the strain of a relationship. he says he still wants things to work, but that we need at least a month or more apart. fine. but i've pretty much decided that i will NOT take him back even if he sorts out his business, how could i?? How could i EVER take back someone who would do this to me when it's something i have no control over??? i mean, what if he was married to a woman who developed cancer, would he just leave her because she was an inconvenience???? i just feel so angry and so hurt.
i'm gonna go download that song, i have to hear it now.
-------------------- julia
Print
Remind Me
Notify Moderator
|